|Sino kaman talaga?
||[Jan. 11th, 2006|09:59 pm]
I am who I am, but unfortunately in the world we live in, who I am is not fully accepted. Truth: I fucked up 3 quarters in a row. Admission: I've taken Math 119 3 times and am now taking it my 4th. Fact: I recently tested into Math 120, thus to skip 119, but because I messed up so bad and so frequent, the school won't allow me to go on. Although I have changed, it does not change the past. A wise baboon once said, "it doesn't matta, it's in da past," but he was only a mere baboon. One mistake can lead to another and progress into something much more than a mistake. A failure. God, omeone, something, a higher being, whatever you believe in has spoken to me. My trip to the Philippines was not only relaxing, but eye-opening. Yes, life seems easy there, but it's so hard. I never realized how easy I have it until I found out how my cousins work full time jobs, day after day to make ends meet just to finish up High School. Here I am sitting at home, on my computer, wasting money while I'm failing college. It's given to me on a platinum-plated gold platter, yet I decide to just brush it onto my lap. I never realized what sort of failure I've become, but it doesn't matter. What I know now is that I will fix my mistakes and clean up dirty habits.|